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2010-10-08T21:16:00.000-07:00

Dang! It's the busiest Friday ever at work & it ended up in disaster. We could barely catch our breath, & trust me, the lil ones ain't cooperating with us at all. In the early morn, was informed that there'll be a meeting in the afternoon. So, we gobbled our food in short 15 mins or even less. Damn, my stomach's really bloated thanks to the rush. ):

Sigh, the pain in my head is acting up again, could it be the pressure i wonder. I wanna head for massage soon to relieve the stress. (:

Been craving for chocolates during work recently. I need chocolates badly. I don't know why. Kinder Bueno please.

2010-10-02T18:35:00.000-07:00

You can never stop learning about love.

Both partners have to do their part to build a happy marriage.

2010-10-02T18:18:00.000-07:00

Today was Cherie Hearts' sports and games day! Oh my gawd, dope man. No regrets. We were representing the West Zone so we were all clad in green, uh huh so environmentally friendly hah. hahah! But green still looks sucky & silly to me. Plus the brand that was sponsored, a big no-no to me. And the other Zones in Red, Blue and HQ in Yellow.

Oh well, i participated in the 3-legged monster event together with my buddy-Didi. (: I guess it's the telepathy between us that made us the winner. We received a small cosmetic pouch each. Overall, the West Zone was announced the Champion. I think we really cooperated well with the other teachers. Kudos to us!

Thanks to all lovely ones that made my day! (Y)

2010-09-29T22:05:00.000-07:00

I get tired easily nowadays. ):

Anyhoos, one incident that just happened few hours ago at Bukit Merah, it really did scare the shit out of me. It involved two uncles quarrelling big time, then the first uncle stepped forward closer to the other, then the 2nd uncle stepped back and ran off.

This is the scariest part, the 2nd uncle came back with a long sharp weapon. Damn shocked! They were just right beside us. Shit. Moved to another table quickly. Lol. Mummy & i was just dropping by for dinner & yet we witnessed such a scene. But thank goodness, they didn't continue. Phew.

Alright folks, i'm gonna get my bath then off to bed soon.
I'm too tired to say anything.
Nights!

2010-09-26T18:40:00.000-07:00

I was left abandoned on a lovely Sunday, but that's fine cos it means that i can get started blogging on what i've been doing for the past few days. (: Be prepared for a long post alright.

Oh did i mentioned that i'm not working for F1 this year. Yeah, would like to take a break. Instead i chose to go msia with Bf. Well, i believe most of you will be surprised to know that this is the first time i met the boy's family and also this is his first time bringing his Gf home to see his parents. Yes Sharon, be honoured. (:

I've so much to say, it's endless. What i could say is that his parents were very welcoming & friendly. His dad sat down & chatted with me, shared his experiences, and got to know more about our relationship. Most of the time i'd to converse in Mandarin but i'm glad i did fine.

It was about time for his lil sister, Joey to end school, so we drove around to view houses and went to the country club first before heading to fetch his sister. It was a rather cute scene when i opened the car door, the first person she saw was me & her shy expression just made us laugh. hahah. Bf was saying we looked like a family. How sweet. Went to buy ice cream for her then.

This sweet young thing over here started playing with me back at home. I could get along with her cos it was also my passion & profession that mould me to what i'm today. Then after, Bf's daddy drove us out to a seafood restaurant for dinner. He recommended that restaurant to me. His father picked the biggest crab pincer to my plate. Stunned. Lol! Anyhoos, the meal was really gratifying, will be back again. At that moment i felt really comfortable being with his family.

Back home & we gave Joey a choice to whom she wants to bath for her. And she chose me. hahah. Thank goodness i've learned it at work. While i was bathing for her, the boy and the father watched & kept teasing her that the whole world is watching her bath. hahah. Funny.

Accompanied her a while then went out for movies. Drove for about half an hour. We made it in time but there were some unhappiness there & i don't wish to talk about it. We watched Piranha & you ought to believe me that it's gawd damn disgusting ttm! Lol. This movie is already filming in msia, but not yet in sing.

Following morning, we got up pretty early for dim sum breakfast with the family, this time round together with the elder sis. She just came back from Taiwan, & gave me a box of face masks as a gift. Thanks! It was completely unexpected. (:

Baby went Sing with me as his competition starts at 12, & i've got an appointment with the girls for dim sum at Yum Cha restaurant in Chinatown to celebrate Mel's bday. Yes, dim sum again. But still, i enjoyed it. KOI's craving was solved like finally, & afterwhich the girls went kbox. I didn't stay long as it was our anni, and i made it a point to meet the boy for dinner.

I couldn't believe myself that i travelled all the way to the west just to surprise him. Lol. Yes, i seldom do that cos to me, it's really frustrating, tedious & scary. Now i could fully understand how much Baby have sacrificed for me. Throughout this 2 days, i've learned much more than before. I'm so glad i made the right choice by choosing Bf over F1.

Baby, i'll be more understanding, i promised.

Paddlepop!

2010-09-19T00:40:00.000-07:00

Lovely Sunday spent with Love over at ECP. It was a random decision but i like. Anyhoos, it was a cool sunny day and we'd fun cycling and teasing each other. And bf's mischievous deeds almost landed me into an accident. He couldn't stop tickling me & thus my bike went haywire. Lol. Angry! Made him apologise like a silly boy. Hee. Amazingly we weren't feeling exhausted throughout the ride.

Cycled for about 2 hours, returned our bikes, washed up and cabbed over to Eunos. Dammit, that's when misfortune struck us. Bf left his phone in the cab. Frantically i dialled the SMRT hotline, & it really tested my patience. Kept prompting me to hold the line, blah blah black sheep. What for having a hotline when it takes forever for them to pick it up. Gave up, and went for dinner. I would like to conclude that my bf is the ultimate careless guy, like always. (:

But overall, i enjoyed the day thanks to the boy.

2010-09-11T13:16:00.000-07:00

Boyfriend made my day! (:

2010-09-02T23:48:00.000-07:00

Most people will have felt homesick at some time in their lives, perhaps when they're younger, & it's easy to forget just how overwhelming it can be. But throughout my 19+ years young, i've yet to overcome this problem. Sometimes, the transition takes longer & very often the feeling emerges as homesickness where there's a preoccupation with home-focused thoughts. I can't really handle my emotions well when homesickness hits on me, & it scares my bf too. :/

Oh well, i'm still a mummy's girl.

Yay, mummy's gonna be back tomorrow! I miss her way too much.

And, i'm not gonna poke my nose into other people's business. It doesn't pay to be nice. Really.

2010-09-01T18:25:00.000-07:00

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!
This is the first time i'm celebrating as a teacher. (:

Yesterday's company dinner at TCC was pretty much enjoyable with loads of camwhoring. Lol. Well, that's what happens when all ladies come together. The food was not really up to my expectation. I would definitely prefer the soup at either Marche or The Soup Spoon. For the main course, i'm not gonna place that order again. Dessert, presentation looked appealing but it wasn't to my liking cos it's way too sweet for me. I shall just head there purely for coffee. hahah.

Received loads of chocolates from parents, tasted several cakes too. It's making me FAT! hahah. I would like to thank Yvette's mom for being extremely thoughtful to get us that cake which needed to queue for very long. So touching. :/

Anyway, it's fun being a teacher. You'll get a day off today! Hee hee.

It's an off day for me, initially i wanted to hit the beach, or somewhere nice to relax. But i've no idea why bf refused. It's making me sad, but i think he doesn't know. I mean, i hardly get a day off but yet not enjoying it with him. He's not even occupied with anything. Big sigh. ):

I don't wish to let a day go to waste, so decided to go rollerblading with my colleague since she's free. Rushed out & halfway through i rummaged my bag & realised that i've forgotten to bring along my hp! I hate this. Thank goodness we've planned where we're gonna meet. Phew.

Met up & worse still, she thought that i'm bringing my cammy & i thought that she's bringing her cammy. So ended up no cameras at all. Argh. Meaning no pictures of us. ): But never mind, i'm glad we'd so much fun. Laughing & joking like there's no tomorrow. :D

Oh ya, i'm sorry that we missed out macdonald breakfast! ):

2010-08-28T17:40:00.000-07:00

Konnichi wa! (:

Well, mom's gonna fly off tonight & i'm pretty upset about it. No one's gonna buy my milk for me, no one's gonna wake me up. Okay, i've to be independent this week then. Hope she'll have a safe trip too. :D

When i was younger, i probably didn't even fully fathom love's true meaning back then. But as we grow older, we start to understand that love is a lot more than just a feeling. On the 25th of this month, it marks our 18th monthsary. We've been through a lot together, we fought for this relationship, which makes us treasure our love more than anything else. Although i'm a perfectionist, no relationship is perfect. Every mistake is a lesson, we've to learn from it & not to repeat it again.

The boy gave me a lovely surprise that very night after work. I headed over to somerset to meet Baby. And i asked him what are we gonna have for dinner. He shrugged his shoulders & said don't know. To be honest, i felt a tinge of disappointment cos i told him to decide beforehand. Oh well, so he tricked me. He held my hand tightly & led me to this restaurant - Pocket Full Of Posies & Greenhouse Cafe. Then he pointed to that table with the swing, saying that we'll sit there. However i noticed the reserved sign on the table. But ignored it then after.

We'd our food, followed by dessert. Oh i love the waffles with ice cream! :D When the dessert was served, the lady brought over a bouquet of flowers & mention something like, lend you all for phototaking. I laughed & replied 'orh okay'. But then it turned out to be a surprise. Baby bought the flowers much earlier on, reserved the seats & even conspired with the auntie to bring it in during our dessert. That's so sweet of Baby! Love him to bits!

I miss him.

2010-08-22T19:20:00.000-07:00

I wonder how my birthday will be this year.

I'm kinda afraid of celebrations...afraid of the disappointments.

2010-08-22T18:24:00.000-07:00

I think it's a good day for a nice jog! :D

2010-08-21T00:42:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling so restless now cos i just returned from a long trip today. I couldn't get up in the morning for work, ending up being late for almost an hour and fifteen. Thank goodness i wasn't holding the key, if not my poor colleague will have to wait for me. hahah.

Spoken to Y's dad, and we somehow couldn't stop arguing with one another. Well, since you wanna bring it up, by all means. I don't give a damn about it. Seriously no one wants to take in your child cos she's just a problematic kid. When we heard that she's gonna withdraw that very day, we're over the moon, celebrating for her departure. However, never did we expect that other people couldn't handle her and just within two pathetic days, she came back. Gosh. ): Please please please withdraw asap!! You're driving us nuts. I despise such parents ttm!

Nuff said. So i needed something to cheer me up. Met the girl after work at ps for movie - Step Up 3, no D. Don't like 3D. The movie was good, but not great. Anyway, after the movie we took the escalator down, & guess what. It stopped out of a sudden, causing all to jerk forward. Damn. Luckily we didn't fall, cos all eyes were on us. Pretty much embarrassing! :/ Think we damn unlucky, most of the escalators died on us. Lol.

Roamed around town having a list in mind to what to buy. However didn't managed to get what i wanted. Mas bought something 'cute' & at the first day of purchase, she dropped it. Lol. Funny scene.

Okay, bless me with a good night rest tonight alright.
Bye-bye for now! (:

2010-08-20T22:30:00.000-07:00

I made a mistake at work today but you don't have to kick up a big fuss hah! Dammit!

And it's not fair when i've to keep giving lessons & you two not giving any just bcos the time has passed? Stop pestering me, i know what to do. Please be flexible, you could just give it slightly later too right. I'm pissed!

You bloody cheenah b****, you're not practising what you preach. Telling the others not to carry the child, but you're also carrying them like always. How many humpty dumpty times must i repeat myself. Oh please for goodness sake, if the kids doesn't like you, stop forcing them to hug you or come to you cos you'll make them cry big time man. You're such a turn off.

I'm sorry to say, i've got big issues with cheenah people. I'm almost completely unmotivated cos working with them is so shitty. Bless me.

On a happier note, i'm going out with my best partner tmr & i just can't wait! We're gonna dance in the cinema, shop till we drop and so many other nonsense stuffs i'm sure. hahah.

Baby, let's keep to our promises.

2010-08-16T22:55:00.000-07:00

''We fell in love, despite our differences, and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. For me, love like that has only happened once, and that's why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory. I'll never forget a single moment of it.''

2010-08-14T19:00:00.000-07:00

Happy Saturday to everyone! (:

Looking back on the past week. Went to the YOG final rehearsal on the wed at the floating platform & it was pretty normal. Anyway it's my first time there. hahah. Oh i love fireworks! It just rained hours ago, so the seats were still wet. This very kind soul just took a stack of tissue & cleaned our seats for us. We were taken aback as she could just pass it to us but she didn't. Wow this shows that there are still nice people on earth. hahah. Anyway, it's the actual day today, better be good. :D

Gosh, i heard over the news that the HFMD is on the rise again & one kindergarten at Hougang was ordered to close for 10 days to curb its spread. Hopefully the childcare that i'm working in will not be affected. Pray hard.

There are so many movies that i feel like catching. Just no time. Boo.
Love in disguise, Streetdance, Inception. Several nice movies coming soon too. (:

I wanna go picnicking!

Oh what should i do.

It's so windy here.

2010-08-10T20:58:00.000-07:00

Here you go Angela Chew! hahah. See, be honoured okay.

Oh well, i know i've been missing in action for nearly 2 months already. So i'm back to fill this lil space. (:

Hmmm, last week was really exhausting, both physically & mentally. Damn. The sick bug got into me, my temp shot up to 39.9. It really freaked me out, as one of my student's temp was only 37.7, but was diagnosed with stomach flu and blah whatnots. What else was i suffering from? Flu, cough & sore throat. That's the combination hah. The feeling sucks totally.

I could even tear uncontrollably in the midst of a movie for no reason & bf was shocked too. Perhaps tearing helps to remove the toxic substances in my body. Anyway i didn't mean to ruin the night.

Oh yes, i went NDP with daddy just yesterday. Overall i thought it was just average but nevertheless, everything went smooth. But i didn't like the seats, cos it was way too cramped. I saw a few of my friends there too, now look how small singapore is. hahah.

p.s Sharon don't wanna work anymore. ):

''You deserve someone better''
One of the most bullshit reasons i've ever heard. Why?
Because it could have been him if he tried.
And it could have been me if he wanted.

Will we just compromise with each other?
Where did all the promises go?

2010-06-14T00:00:00.000-07:00

Oh hai everyone! I've been neglecting this lil space for quite some time yeah. So I've got the sudden urge to write something today. But it's getting late so I'll keep it short.

Well, nothing much happening recently. Just kept busy with the kids. A month and i'm still loving it. (: But it set me thinking after hearing some advice from my colleague on sat. Perhaps i need to get serious with it.

I've spent months on planning my education and career path, years in delving into my future. And every hour thinking about potential jobs. Every minute, I ruminated over the present and assessed myself against some self-made tough yardsticks every second of my existence. I'm not unhappy with what I have, but am pining for things that others have.

When I looked at the kids, I felt that they're so fortunate. When I looked at people of my age, I wondered why they're so successful. Well, when nothing satisfies.

Generally, I've noticed that one tends to filter out bad memories and selectively keep happy ones. In this moment, I'll choose to let the happy thoughts fill my mind. (:

Alright, it's 12am. It's time to get some beauty sleep. Date with the lil ones tomorrow! Nights. \m/

2010-05-20T21:20:00.000-07:00

I saw this post at cousin's blog & decided to put it here too.

it's sweet. but sad.

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, "I’ve got something to tell you." She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. "I want a divorce.." I raised the topic calmly.

She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, "why?"

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, "you are not a man!" That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce.

She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that everyday for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning.. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Dew about my wife’s divorce conditions... She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. "No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce," she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, "daddy is holding mummy in his arms." His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, "don’t tell our son about the divorce." I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, "all my dresses have grown bigger..." I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.Our son came in at the moment and said, "Dad, it’s time to carry mum out." To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly;it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, "I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy."

I drove to office, and jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind... I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, "Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore."

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead.. "Do you have a fever?" She said. I moved her hand off my head. "Sorry, Dew," I said, "I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart."

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, "I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart."
That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.~

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

2010-05-15T00:43:00.000-07:00

Seems like i've been loving my blog less and less eh? You know how it is. Sometimes i just don't feel like sharing anything at all and go into semi-withdrawal or blame it on my busy schedules ahead. Here are a couple of things though. Just for the sake of posting.

1) It's been a few days since i started my work over at the childcare. I'm starting to get used to it, but it still feels a bit unreal. In just 2 years, the infant teachers have mostly left but came along several ones whom i know too. So coincidental. (: But unfortunately, most of the time i'll be at new side. The HQ side has transformed into another new childcare and currently i'm at the infants and playgroup. Anyway, i would say kids nowadays are damn fortunate. And could you believe it, parents are being so generous to be using a 'Kate Spade' bag for containing the babies items, 'Crumpler' bag and 'LV purse for a 2 year old kid? Gosh.

Oh yes, did i mention i met Ms Hameiza (Ex-ite lecturer) there? She'll only be there for prolly 2 weeks. The world is so small, and just yesterday, my ex-colleague (Lily) came for an interview at my side. I can't wait to work with her once again after 2 years. hahah.

2) This year i'm turning 20 and i can't accept the fact but i've to. Although age is really just a number on your ID, unfortunately a number which tells you what physical state your body is and one by which many people do discriminate anyway. I wonder if I can be as strong as my mum.

3) Disagreements with bf which i don't wish to elaborate further. We hadn't been texting much recently either.

It's a happy to sad post hah. But life has to go on, right? Just exactly in which direction, I'm not entirely sure at the moment.

2010-05-05T11:53:00.000-07:00

The weather is still insanely hot, but we've been having alternate hot and rainy days now. Today was pretty much unbearable and I'd the nerve to choose this day to do shopping. But it's all done, and i got home with 1 skirt, 2 tops & few pieces of accessories. \m/ It wasn't much of a splurge, but i'd to get those for certain occasions. So yeah.

Since having to watch my spendage these days means i won't be suckered into getting overpriced and therefore less-prevalent items (that is my only objective - to be less like everyone else on the street - and not because i only like expensive things), i've also discovered that dredging through shops is usually an exercise in futility. Everything seems to operate on this one rule: If i see something i like, it's always when i don't need it and therefore can't justify getting it. And when i go out with the intention of getting something i need, i can never find anything i like! I'm so doomed.

Anyway my appt was postponed to this Friday as Karen's on mc today. Gonna head down to somewhere to get my skirt altered, so troublesome.

Yes yes, i'm meeting the girl today for a crazy picnic and never-ending chats! Woo-hoo!

2010-04-30T22:10:00.000-07:00

Zip-a-dee-doo-dah

Zip-a-dee-ehh

My my my my my

what a wonderful day

Plenty of sunshine

Headin' my way

Zip-a-dee-doo-dah

Zip-a-dee-ehh

Yes, a song that fully expresses how i feel right now. Like what one of my close mates - Eazy have mentioned to me during one of the low times of my life, which is something like at the end of the tunnel, eventually i'll still be able to see light. Thanks for the support. And not forgetting Mas, trying her best to suggest different options to me that i could consider. Really appreciate it.(:

Anyway, hopefully it's not a false alarm though. But i'm confident this time round, i believe in myself. I went through quite an emo period last week but next week, i reckon things gonna be different.

In reality, the paper(cert) is really really important. Without that certification, you can't really get anywhere. I just got the taste of it. Awful! You expect me to retake an 'O' level subject? Hell no! Thanks for the suggestion, but i'll never consider that. (:

For the last week, I've been suffering mild insomnia. When I was still working at the hotel, i would have just gone to bed at around 11 plus 12. However right now, when i try to get to bed, i would end up tossing and turning for 1-2 hours before sleep claimed me. I think nothing tires me.

Okay, i'm going down to get b&j again. Toodles!

P.S - I miss the boy.

2010-04-26T21:10:00.000-07:00

Looking back at the past weekend! ❤

The Sat was spent at Sentosa with my lovely friends. Weather was promising and we came at the right time. We envisioned a crowd, but unexpectedly there were none. I concluded it as a peaceful day without any disturbance. Suntanning was a success afterall. At around 4 plus, dark clouds loomed over and then we decided to head for the shower. Came out and it began to pour, but yeah, it didn't affect us. (: Astons for dinner was delicious! I'll be back for more. \m/

Mahjong session with the girls after dinner. Didn't stay long but it was still fun! :D Have to turn in early for the following day.

Sun-day was indeed a Sunny day at Bedok. But of cos it rained too, only for an hour or so. Got up pretty early for breakfast with my family. Then bro was so nice to fetch me to Bedok resevoir to watch dearest's competition. Yeah, i felt so pampered. Lol. Bought some food for Baby cos he needs energy for competition. Every race he went down i was also standing at the side watching him. ❤ And i'm proud to say that my bf won 3 cookies! He's just that awesome. (:

Though i was overwhelmed with fatigue, i still stay on till the end of his comp. It's our lovely 1 year 2 months on that very day too. We just enjoyed each other's presence. It doesn't matter how it was celebrated, just as long as we're together.

We've been thru alot together & we truly know what does love mean to us. I love you baby!

2010-04-20T22:10:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to my beloved boyfriend.

I love you, you love me, we are happy family.

With a great big hug, & a kiss from me to you, MUACKS!

Won't you say you love me too.

I may not be the best girlfriend on earth, but i'm the girl whom truly loves you.

Baby, i don't have to say much, cos you know that i love you.

2010-04-16T23:40:00.000-07:00

I puked in public. Argh, what an embarrassment! )':

2010-04-15T00:32:00.000-07:00

Ever since i came back from overseas, nothing seems to go smoothly for me. There were more lows than highs. And everyone's so interested to know which poly i got into. Here's my answer to your question, SP- Events and Project Management. Alright, hope there'll be no more questions with regards to this as it was nothing to be rejoiceful about. So sorry about that.

And as I was saying recently, I feel quite tired. Fatigue is setting in. I fail to see anything remotely interesting or exciting in my life or where I live. But precisely because of this, i gotta grit my teeth, shake off the blinkers, and focus on what truly matters in life. As what boyf mentioned to me, there'll be a way out. Let's learn to take things in our stride, the good, bad and ugly, the famous and the not-so!

The weather recently is adversely affecting my health. I'm down with the common combination. - Fever & sore throat. Damn, i hate this.
I need a bowl of fruits for recovery!

1 year, 1 month, 3 weeks,
i'm still loving you as much as before.

2010-03-21T19:50:00.000-07:00

10 more days! Woo hoo! I can't wait for that. \m/

Baby, let's go and have millions and zillions of fun, shall we?

It's Monday tmr, and i'm gonna get more scoldings. Hur hur, wish me luck. I've been hitting the rough patches at work, but well, it eventually became numb of all feeling and then hours drone by to the end. To that end, I'll be thankful to leave the corporate world behind, albeit temporarily (dammit!). Isn't it time to re-evaluate when you come to a point where you just can't deal with it and rush to the loo for a quick cry?

The work will never be finished, that's why you're employed on a permanent basis. And it's not just the workload that can send blood pressure soaring. How about having to deal with incompetent morons, hypocritical scum and presumptuous ingrates (guests and colleagues alike)? I seriously don't know how long someone can stand all that before sinking into depression. Well maybe some people are okay with it but that's not my cup of tea. I don't come from a conventional corporate background. I'm definitely moving on to something healthier. (:

Okay, randomness.

... you may or may not know about me:

I have a collection of pooh bears which i will never give away.
I'm obsessed with babies and kids.
I can drive, but not yet with a license.

I have an extreme aversion to crowds.
Bad smells really piss me off.
So do bad manners.
I love rollercoaster rides!
I don't like Coke.

I'm a sports person but definitely not a good swimmer.
I would like to be a good cook.
I can be really forgetful at times.
I'm am a beach person.
People who chew loudly with their mouth open gross me out. And if they belch intentionally after their meal. I wanna kill them.
I can't take spicy food - leads to stomach upset.
I love lists. I can make a list for anything.
Politics really bores me.

Art will always revolve around me.
I used to loathe pink but now i still do.
I spend most of my time in shorts and flip-flop footwear these days.

Can't do without my camera - to capture the best moments in life.
Worms and roaches scare the shit out of me.
My bills are all paid by my mom.

I love travelling and am always hoping that there's a right time and right person to do so.
I'm allergic to furs that's the reason for not having pets.

I'm good at remembering faces but not dates.

I'll get jealous easily but doesn't express it.

I'm brand-conscious.

My wish is only known by one person.

Romantism ftw.

I skip meals very often.

I dislike working, studying is sooo much better.

My parents dumped my piano when we moved to a new house.

I miss having Mango dessert with my boyfriend.

I will try bungee-jumping one day.

Oh yeah, i don't like rainy days. It makes me sad. ):

Boy, i miss you.

2010-03-10T21:49:00.000-08:00

Two headed snakes! Just effing get the hell out of my life. Who do you think you are? You are just a friggin old useless woman who i don't look up to. I despise you for commiting such a cowardly act, by denying and not having the guts to admit for your mistakes and worse still, pushing the blame to the innocent party. After being reprimanded, you pretended to be so gawd damn nice. Come on, i'm not blind okay, i disregarded your presence when you came over. Seriously i didn't even bother to talk to you since you're so certain. You do prayers frequently, and i pity you for that. No offence, but in fact i think that you should stop cursing and swearing at others before you get so committed in your prayers. Damn it. You're such a fake. Don't test my patience.

Another bitch. Get back to your country and don't act like some big shot. You sucks seriously. Don't pretend to help when you've hidden motive. If you're gonna be a two-faced, at least make one of them pretty. Trust me to believe you. Don't assume that i'm the youngest so i'm the best target. Never ever will i be so gullible again.

You know the feeling of being accused. I totally, absolutely, loathe it!

Wake up Sharon!
This is the real world.
This is reality. ):

2010-03-06T00:02:00.000-08:00

I've barely been updating with pictures, blame it on my laziness. There's so much going through my mind, but nothing seems coherent.

My biggest issue - Work. And i'm just overloaded. I've been wrestling the swirling idea demons for the better part of this week myself and gladly, i pulled it through. But having said, i believe that after gaining experience and plowing through emotions, i'll be able to gain more maturity. Oh well, hopefully.

But i'm even more confused about my future options, like i'm sort of here nor there. You know, mixed feelings. I'm turning into my 20's soon and waiting for an epiphany or a life changing moment to help me see what the future will be like. Needless to say, i admit that i'm contemptibly timid to make the next step. Life's short and unpredictable but still we are ignorant about it and take it for granted. Yeah, including me.

Okay, i'm just blabbering whatever that is running through my mind. Ignore if it bores you.

Oh yay, out to another island tomorrow. Weather better be good. \m/

2010-03-04T12:21:00.000-08:00

Now tell me, what should i do?

2010-03-04T10:58:00.000-08:00

27 more days of suffering.

Life's been rather meaningless. I'd been feeling really lousy for this week. It's a shame, making too many mistakes till the point

that i can't lift my head up high.

What a pathetic spot i'd landed myself into.

Bring me back to life. ):

I feel so dead.

2010-02-23T17:30:00.000-08:00

Today just shouldn't happen.

The stock have just arrived, just went to collect it.

Just 2 more days to ...

Sigh.

2010-02-07T23:20:00.000-08:00

Shopping was awesome! Finally a day off for me & i spent it wisely. (:
The crowd was horrible but still it didn't stop us from shopping.
Bought not 1 but 2, not 2 but 3 dresses! \m/
My dress is so costly but it's just love at first sight,
so i got it without much hestitation.
Flats & heels tooooo.

Next up, i'll get a bag and what else? Hmmm.
Do my nails & new hair colour.

Is it Monday tmr?
Oh my gawd.
Time passes so fast during my off days and i totally hate it.
Can't i just have 48 hours.
It's work again.
Sharon don't like! ):

Boy, I miss you.

2010-02-02T22:00:00.000-08:00

Fifty Seven more days.

to freedom.

\m/

Procrastination kills. ):

2010-01-31T01:50:00.000-08:00

The Spy Next Door was awesome. Do catch it for some great laughs! Oh i wonder, when was the last time i caught a movie? :/

It feels great to meet my love after such a long time. I love the way this relationship goes. Just a carefree, relaxing & enjoying feeling. We've changed, to a person that is willing to give and take, willing to make sacrifices.

Though you'd a hard time there, you still didn't forget about me. You even got gifts for me, it pains me so much when you gave it to me today. That really shows how much you dote on me. I love you baby. I'm thankful to have you back to my side safe & sound. Boy, you kept to your promise.

I've learnt alot. Because of you. (:

Yes, CNY is nearing. 14 more days!
But i can't feel the atmosphere yet, do you?

2010-01-25T21:45:00.000-08:00

Okay i know my blog seems to have been completely abandoned.
Oh well, trust me i'll blog as and when i'm free. Hopefully. (:

If the topic is work, stop. Don't ask me. Cos life sucks here. It's depressing nuff & i'm not enjoying it at all. The truth is i wanna change course. Yes, a total different course. Early Childhood Education is much more gratifying. I'll work towards my goals. So support me! (:

On a side note, i wanna get a new haircut. But yeah, none in mind. :/

R.S This few days the boy left my side, but never once he left my heart. I've learnt alot from this short period of time. What i can say is that i'm being more dependent on myself, leading my life the way it should be. It feels different though. I'd heart to heart talks with the girls especially A. I opened my heart to her & shared something that i thought i would never tell anyone.

Okay, i'm sorry to say that,
I'm disappointed in the 1st time i celebrated my bday with you.
I'm frustrated when our opinions clashed.
I'm dejected when you don't give me your 100% trust.
I'm stressed when you over-react when a guy speaks to me.
I'm hurt when you compared yourself with another guy.

Baby, I love you for who you are.
I meant it when i say those 3 words to you.

In a relationship, both must be truthful to one another. And so i did so.
We both have flaws, but learning from mistakes is important.
We shall grow, learn & cherish each other, cos we'll never know what might happen tomorrow.

Boy, please keep to your promise & come back safely.
I'll always be waiting.
Cos i love you.

Oh my gawd, i just heard your voice & i felt like tearing so much.
It's definitely tears of joy.
At least i know you're doing fine there.
Come back fast, cos i'm missing you so much.

Lastly i wanna say "Happy 11th monthsary"
Our love will remain as strong.

2009-12-29T23:16:00.000-08:00

This year's Christmas was a meaningful one cos this is the first time i celebrated xmas with my boyfriend. And it felt differently in a good way. (:

We didn't want to stay in town, so we went over to msia.

Okay i admit i don't really like the squeezy part whereby everyone was so damn KIASU.

Alighted from the bus & every single one was practically dashing through.

We're exceptional of course. Lol.

But i tried not to be so fussy over that. Boyfriend knows. :D

Boyfriend drove me to one of the restaurants not too far away. He recommended all the good food to me. And we ordered alot &

it's all yummy-licious! Birdnest was great. (:

It was rather late already, drove to his place & stay for the night. Oh yeah, we bought illegal dvd to watch - Mulan. Hee. And guess what, we didn't complete the movie, cos halfway through i dozed off lying on his chest unknowingly. (: Was feeling so exhausted as i worked on that day itself. Oops.

&& we had a sweet sweet dream together. <3

Following day is SHOPPING DAY! Look how much i emphasized that, pardon me. Cos i've been longing for that for so damn long! Drove to have the famous Bak kut teh. Definitely thumbs up! It tasted the best ever. Thanks to Baby. The shopping mall was next & we spreeeeeee like nobody's business! We're both spendthrifts, so the shopping mall is a killer seriously. Lol.

HE bought many tops, SHE bought many tops, HE bought pants,

SHE bought watch, HE bought watch, WE bought food!

I'm awaiting for my stock to arrive then ready for collection! Yay.

So now i conclude, boyfriend spent more than me. hahaha.

Retail therapy is awesome to the max!

Precious moments that i'll never forget. HE cared alot for me, doted on me, showered me with love & so i'll never let him down. We're just meant to be for each other.

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND! (:

2009-12-23T23:19:00.000-08:00

Our secret sinful treats revealed! <3

My Silly Boy.

Awesome! Totally loved! (:

Continuous shots of Baby.

I'll definitely be back for more! (:

Ciaos!

2009-12-22T22:00:00.000-08:00

Hey hey, i made tang yuan for my family. This is my very first attempt & i succeeded. Though at the same time, i got my hands really messy. It's all handmade okay people, i added crushed peanuts & sugar for the fillings. I realised that it kinda resembles fishball. Cute right? (: Okay, i'm not praising myself lah, but it really tasted good :D

The end result. (:

2009-12-21T23:58:00.000-08:00

Oh, my vision was blurred when i got up from bed this morning.
God knows why am i having an eye infection.
The redness is becoming more visible.
It's itchy, irritating & painful !! I don't like. ):

I've requested an off day today, attended a camp briefing at school.
Well, not really a finalized programme out yet.
Hopefully soon. (:

Headed over to ms for dinner with the girls & guess what?
My bf is there with his friends too.
And the best thing is that wherever we walked,
we're bound to bump into each other again.
It wasn't planned.
We even wore our own slips & anklets. Lol.
Fated?
Yes, i believed in fate. (:

Love is being so sweet & thoughtful towards me. :D

2009-12-18T22:50:00.000-08:00

Everyone say YAY !!! :D

cos,
It's the end of the week once again!
I'm so looking forward to it every passing weekday.
Weekends are loved!

Anw, i realised that my workload is piling up & work stress is increasing.
I've made several mistakes but my lovely colleagues still taught me patiently.
I'm glad, seriously.
Hope i'll master everything soon.

Tmr's gonna be an awesome day out with lovely humans! \m/
Sharon prays hard for a promising weather! (:

Stay tuned for the next post.

Oh yes, i love baby's new haircut!
My silly boy.
Loves.

2009-12-14T21:30:00.000-08:00

ONE HUNDRED & EIGHT MORE DAYS!

to the end of my attachment.

Count down with me, will you?

...

....

.....

It has been a week.

I miss you so.

.....

....

...

2009-12-10T23:15:00.000-08:00

Another day passed, just like that. Pfft!
Meaningless :/
Hectic day at work.
But time certainly pass faster when we're all busy.
I've learnt something new today. Yay!

Oh, we drew lots at work cos we're gonna exchange gifts with one another for Christmas. Awesome! :D Thank goodness i chose someone that i know. (: & it's half day for me on Christmas Eve. Weee!

Anw, regarding the camp.
I really hoped that my leave will be granted.
I need to take a breather. (:

Toodles. (:

P.s I miss you.
Speedy recovery alright.
Days without you seems so dull.
Do you want to see me smile?

2009-12-09T21:30:00.000-08:00

Time flies.
I need to get moving!

Oh well, attachment is such a bore to me seriously. ):
& i'm beginning to miss my wonderful mates back in school.
Not like as if i was being ill-treated at work,
but working in an office is definitely sooo not my kinda thing.
And i'm merely dragging my feet to work. SOS!

Hey, just imagine me, a gabby and hyperactive girl, shutting herself in the office, facing the oh-so-boring computer, hitting the keys repeatedly, printing & photocopying non-stop, enduring the unceasing flow of telephone ringings. It's driving me nuts!

But on a happier note, i'm working for only 5 days/week. I should be feeling glad instead right? Though work feels dry, i'm still gonna work my arse off for the following 122 days. Perseverance. (:

I've been so cranky recently prolly due to my present working life. I've got a remedy, i need to get either a food spree / shopping spree like soon, preferably both would be great! :D I don't care, i need to spend, i wanna pamper myself. \m/

&& I'm smelling CHRISTMAS! Can't wait. ((:

There's still a long list of tasks that i've not accomplished.
Too many.

Anw, my dearest baby is sick! ):
My heart aches so much to see you in this state.
My poor boy.
I yearn for your 24hrs nonsense
& i miss laughing like there's no tomorrow with you.
Dear you must get well soon please, don't make me worry alright.
You'll be fine.
I love you.

Tomorrow's gonna be a long day for me.
Oh well, bear with it.
Period.

2009-11-20T23:30:00.000-08:00

NEW ZEALAND

My dearest love.

Love, Me, Angela & Ben.
Jena. Mas & Umai, my lovely gossipmongers! (:
My lecturers.
Together with Mr Tan.
My wonderful family. <3 The boy who dotes on me most,
& never fails to cheer me up. (:
My closest friend ever.
Snow-capped mountains (taken on board the plane).
Tulips! My favourite! :D

Starbucks Coffee House. Awesome! Wanna take a tram ride? Antique Car. Cool not? Car plate. I even saw the word 'MAGNET'.

The mountains.

Fluffy clouds & beautiful mountains. Nice! (:

Home sweet home.

Back to where i'm supposed to be.

My family, my friends & my dearest boyfriend.

2009-11-02T23:10:00.000-08:00

Ice-skating with dearest is just soooo great! Once again, it's Love's virgin ice-skating. (: I can say that he is quite smart cos he learns pretty fast. Thumbs up to you Baby! :D

But he looked really cute wobbling about with that pair of skates. Plenty of jokes in the rink too, practically laughing at someone. Okay we're bad, but if you're there, you're bound to laugh out loud too!

It's just so cute to watch you skate, cos when i left your side in just a short distance away, you'll just pause at that spot waiting for me to be back to hold your hand. hahah. Sweet!

Fyi, bring your own gloves if you don't wanna get stinky hands after that! :x

Anyway, let's go roller-blading soon! Shall we? (:

Boyfriend looks like a caricature figure! :P

Sayōnara! (:

2009-11-02T23:00:00.000-08:00

Before i left for New Zealand, Love brought me to have hell loads of fun, and not forgetting that he even kept to his promise to have frog leg porridge with me! Well, it doesn't sound that great yeah. But it does sounded tough to him, cos he doesn't take frog leg due to certain reasons. But in the end, for my sake we'd it together. I love you Bf ! (:

On this day itself, we got up really early as Bf planned a whole day of programmes for me. Went over to Sentosa, got tickets to this! (Below) By the way, it's his virgin ride on the Luge & the Skyride. Awesome! :D And the past memories are being casted away, brand new memories formed. Those who are close to me will know who am i referring to. Anyway can't be bothered anymore. Then Mango dessert as usual, it's our common love. Last but not least, Baby, 25 candles, i'll always remember. (:

I love this day alot alot & it's cos of you. <3

The day was greatly enjoyed with my dearest boy, Lexson. (:

2009-11-01T22:11:00.000-08:00

2009-10-09T02:22:00.000-07:00

Chomp Chomp all the way! ((:

KangKong, Stingray, GongGong, LaLa, Barbecued Chicken Wings, Sugarcane with lemon! I LOVE !!

First time bringing Love to CC to eat. Great food with great people! Hope he enjoyed. Well, we'd the urge to sing k today but unfortunately the rates aren't attractive nuff. So followed by pool at Kovan. Bumped into several friends there, Edwin, Hui Yuan, Eugene & his gf & Ahmad. So coincidental. (:

Back to my area's condo for some chill out session. Time just passes soooo fast & i hated it most. Bf headed back to meet his clique of friends & he's occupied tomorrow. hahah. And i've a date with Angela too! Anyway, i skype-d with this girl just now and it's soooo funnnn! She kept laughing! :P Yeah, test test & ready to go. Gonna skype with the people i love when i'm there. :D

Gosh, someone committed suicide at my blk! Mummy saw his face, plus fractured bones. Yucks! A man in his early twenties. He lives on the 12th floor & me, on the 13th floor. So near can. Creepy! ):

Okay, please remove that scene out of my mind. (:

Baby, i'll be leaving in another 9 days, but that doesn't mean my heart is going along with me. I'm leaving it with you. xoxo.

Loads of misses. <3

2009-10-06T00:55:00.000-07:00

In a couple of days i'll be leaving S'pore for my attachment in New Zealand for SIX months! Well, i'm actually looking forward but at the same time rather reluctant to leave my loved ones here. How contradicting! :/ Right now i'm just gonna wait patiently for the visa approval then followed by the booking of flight, settling of accommodation & buying of insurance. Blah blah black sheep.

And i'll be going with Jena! We're going as a 'package'. Lol. Hope everything will run smoothly for us there. (: But there's plenty of sacrifices. Forgo Christmas celebration, countdown parties. ): And my 19th birthday! How saddening right. Oh yeah, speaking of which, my friends are teasing me about that. Buying a cake there alone, webcam & singing a birthday song for myself. Lol! I can't imagine that. Gosh. Alright, i need to be more optimistic. (:

I'm sorry bro for missing your 21st birthday, i'm sorry dad & mum for missing CNY & festivals with you all, i'm sorry Love for missing our 1st year anniversary, valentines day & more, i'm sorry Angela for missing your birthday, i'm sorry Mas for missing your birthday too. And the rest that i did not mention, i'm truly sorry. ):

Anyway, i went shopping today for long-sleeved tops to get myself gear up for the cold weather there. It's summer, but we're told that it's still gonna be cold. So yeah. Got myself 2 long-sleeved tops & 1 leather jacket (which cost $99.90 bucks!). Met bf at Vivo, & came across this really nice jacket which is totally love at first sight. So i got him to try it on, & it looked really awesome on him! He loved it, so i decided to get it for him as a gift. Hope he liked it! (:

Baby, spray our lovely perfume & hug it to sleep whenever you miss me. My heart belongs to you. <3

2009-10-04T15:55:00.000-07:00

HPO Dinner & Dance '09

HM girls.

MAS-TU-RA! Nice people. (:

Ms Saadiah.

Ms Lim Soo Ting.

Mr Leonard Tan.

Mr Elvin Tan.

(Like Ah Beng right? hahah)

Mr Alan Tan.

Ms Deon Goh.

Ms Hasnah.

This 2 guys took a chair for me to sit to take a photo tgt,
but yet they stand so far. hahah!

Take 2, much better. (:

Close.

Still close.

Slightly apart.

So apart! LOL. Pardon me. :x

Cheers to all! (:

2009-09-26T21:36:00.000-07:00

Mel's 19th Birthday!

2009-09-22T18:33:00.000-07:00

Hectic schedule for this week & plenty of clashes too. Gosh.

23 Sep - Free Day
24 Sep - F1 @ Conrad Hotel (Amber Lounge)
24 Sep - Internship New Zealand Briefing Session‏
25 Sep - Special Day
25 Sep - F1 @ Conrad Hotel (Amber Lounge)
25 Sep - Mel's Bday Celebration
26 Sep - F1
27 Sep - F1

2009-09-19T08:18:00.000-07:00

Awesome Day With Lovely People.

Sharon Lexson Angela Ben

Tadah! Sharon is late again. Okay, no surprise i bet. :x Met Love and friends at Toast Box then headed over to Giant to get drinks and tidbits. Oh yes, coincidentally Baby wore the same colour top as me and we wore our couple flip flops. Happy! (:

Went GV to get our tickets for our night movie - The Ugly Truth. Then Sentosa! Well, the weather wasn't very promising. It started with a drizzle, then it gradually got heavier. Quite disappointing as our intention was to get a nice tan. But the weather didn't put us down cos we got great company. We still had fun playing on the sand with Frisbee & Volleyball and in the water having our own time with our Love ones too. (:

I wrote : I LOVE YOU

Boyf wrote : 25 FEB 09

I wrote : 1:15

Then wonderful thing happened. The sun appeared! Yay finally. It's not very scorching but it was still fine. Better than none hah. Tanned a lil, packed up at around 4 plus then bathed. Well, i just got myself a faint tan line. I'll be back for more. hahah. Strolled over to Palawan Beach for Love's and my all-time favourite - Mango Snow Ice. :D

Dessert followed by dinner at Marche. Baby suggested it cos he knew that i loved the mushroom soup there. Sweet. (: The queue was rather long & the place was pretty crowded but we still insisted on having that. Hee. We wanted to try something different but in the end we still had the usual. hahah. And and, we quarrelled with one rude guy. What a spoiler! Okay, ignored.

It was a filling dinner indeed. Moved to the amphitheatre for pictures! I'd a hard time adjusting the camera for photos that are taken with the 4 of us. Lol. Up and down, up and down. So tedious. hahah. Then couple shots and funny shots. Enjoyed!

Then name it lucky or what, we bumped into those 3 musketeers again at Daiso. Boyf and i walked past that guy and mumbled something 'nice'. hahah.

Time for our movie, we caught the 9.40 show. (: The movie was nice overall. But we adjusted the time wrongly and hence Boyf gotta rush for the last train home. Sorry that i overlooked the time. Some misunderstanding, but those thoughts diminished rapidly & then a goodbye hugs & kisses to each other. xoxo.

The day was truly enjoyed with the presence of each other. Love will always be there holding on tightly to me when i'm in the water, giving me the security that i truly needed and giving me warm hugs when i'm feeling cold. HE is an important person in my life. You'll never be forgotten. <3

Just happened to test the shot. And i caught this :P

Focus on Ben's Face.
Does that reminds you of a graduation picture or something? Lol.

Couple couple! (:

P-E-R-F-E-C-T!

He was giving me his assurance.

Our Boyfriends!

Imitating those formal graduation photo.

Ps. I Love You.

2009-09-18T23:50:00.000-07:00

I really wished that i can go _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ with you. (:

2009-09-16T23:30:00.000-07:00

I haven’t blogged in a while cos i’ve had nothing illuminating to say, except the fact that i'd been meeting Love after his work for dinners & movies. Similar twirls, but i'll never get sick and tired of it, seriously. (:

Town with Angela, initial plan was to shop around. But due to time constraint, we decided to catch a movie - Blood Ties. Our last movie together was like eons ago. hahah. Anyway, Blood Ties isn't a horror movie, pretty much gross sawing/ chopping off *. Figure it out yourself. Hah. Yup, then boyf met us right after our movie ended. Happiness! (: Dined at Ajisen, and A's boyf came to meet us.
Oh yes, i'm obsessed with that game in Love's iphone, cos we're just trying to break each other's top record. Gees.

Orchard Central still felt the same way as many shops are still sealed. Yeah, boring.
Okay, i hate to talk about this. At that moment of time, things went awry. Disputes with boyf. ): Well, over a minor issue which is absolutely worthless to quarrel about. You agreed and so do i. If i could revert the whole thing, i believe we'll handle it better. Not into details, only the other couple apprehended and their help was greatly appreciated. Thanks (:

On a much much much happier note, he tried his best humouring me and despite my tantrums, he still didn't give up. A mistake we both made, we're gonna learn from it and certainly not gonna repeat it. Your messages swept me off my feet, you made me feel loved. Your devotion touched my heart and i'm truly glad you didn't let it go. Time is precious, every single passing day is important, let's enjoy the time left together. For we'll never know what's gonna happen tomorrow.

Thank you for everything, sweetheart.

I love you baby.

Soulmates <3

2009-09-16T22:20:00.000-07:00

A journey that we've been through together.

It'll not be forgotten.

I'll treasure all the years of friendship.

This girl will always be there for me.

Thanks babe. (:

2009-09-16T17:55:00.000-07:00

Long long time ago.

Hee. (:

Loves.

2009-09-07T23:45:00.000-07:00

It's the last day of school!

Well not officially, cos gotta head down to school again

for the completion of my test. Damn boring seriously.

Caught a movie today - I Love You, Beth Cooper!

Not bad, pretty much hilarious. Love and me smuggled Superdogs into the cinema.

De-li-cious! Worth the smuggle. Hee :D

Time is really short. I don't have much time left to spend with my loved ones. Oh wait, do i sound like i'm dying or something? hahah. Nah, i'm having my attachment most probably overseas - New Zealand. It's 6 months! Gosh. And i'll leaving so so soon. It's a great opportunity and i wouldn't want to give it a miss.

I'm in for it, cos it's time for me to be independent.

Seriously, there are so many sacrifices i need to make. Sigh.

Baby, i'll still be contacting you whenever i'm free when i get there. We gotta trust each other and we'll brave thru this test together. I felt ure sincerity, i appreciate the love and care you've for me throughout this while.

Thanks for everything my dearest.

25 Feb, You gave me ure heart and i've no intention of returning it to you. (:

Remember my wish?
I'm leaving it to you to fulfill it for me.
Will you? (:

P.s You're my soul mate. <3

LLZH & SNJH

2009-09-07T15:45:00.000-07:00

Army Open House '09

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2009-08-16T15:30:00.000-07:00

Birthday Party Event!

Theme : Childhood Memories

2009-08-15T22:00:00.000-07:00

Last Friday there were 3 events clashing with one another. Really busy. First was the clearing up of room for my event, then SC Chapter meeting & lastly focus group discussion @ Dover. Chose to head over to Dover cos i heard that it was an important meeting with the directors and all. I arrived late and when i entered, i was taken aback as it was so formal and the atmosphere was so tensed. With all the VVIPs, sharing our feedbacks and communicating with them made me so nervous. And they gave us transport reimbursement of 20 bucks. Lol. Well, great experience though.

There's SC Bazaar on the 18 & 19 Aug and things are still halfway done. Confusion. Sigh. Buck up people! We need to work doubly hard! (:

Projects? Seriously don't wish to comment. Poor Mas & me. ):

My temper is really bad nowadays & i flare easily. Due to the piles and piles of stress. Whereby getting pissed by freeloaders, complain queen, sell-fish, woodblock, irresponsible freak & spoonfeeders! With all these kind of people, my brain cells would definitely be killed tremendously. Lol. Sorry bf & thanks for tolerating my tantrums.

And and, i need to take a breather! Hopefully with Love. Yes, just wanna get disconnected from this busy city. Soon please.

There's so many pictures waiting to be uploaded. And i can't wait to post the day out to the zoo with Love. I gotta pass my thumbdrive to him for all the photos cos there's way too many. hahah.

I miss him so much. (:

Quarrels are inevitable between a couple, it's whether both parties are willing to learn from the mistakes and move on together that's the most important thing.

Boy, i'll appreciate your love. <3

2009-08-15T21:41:00.000-07:00

Hi people! I've uploaded some outdated photos! Hee. Like finally hah.

Well, cos i was really busy with school. Friggin' tired! Somehow rather relieved after my ECM event. Plenty of pictures on that too! 3 events in my class. First was the Birthday Party, then the Wedding Dinner & lastly, my group's Graduation Beach Party. Awesome! Kudos to all. (: And not forgetting Eazy's event! Great! :D

Next would be SC fund raising bazaar, April Intake Installation, PIC report & HIS test. What else? I don't remember. :/

Stress = Pimples! ):

Pimples pimples, be good and stop popping out alright. (:

Gonna rest early today. I need to catch up with my sleep! Bye!

p.s I'm sorry. Nights!

2009-08-15T21:12:00.000-07:00

National Day '09!

Mrt, Met Love, NUM couple flip flops, Thai Express, pictures, mango drink, soft shell crab, tom yam glass noodles, fireworks, snaps, xoxo, Starbucks,
home sweet home! ((:

Sweetest moments spent together, i'll treasure it. (:

2009-08-14T20:33:00.000-07:00

31 July 2009Umai's event @ DXO!ITE Inter-Campus Street Style Dance Battle.

Awesome!(:

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2009-07-18T02:35:00.000-07:00

This is what happiness is all about.

2009-07-05T18:48:00.000-07:00

School's reopening tomorrow.

Argh.

And lessons as usual!

Gawd.

No fun ! ):

Mummy, i don't like school!

I miss you.

2009-07-03T17:15:00.000-07:00

2009-06-24T16:25:00.000-07:00

I just had a feel to blog about this. hahah. (:

A question i always pose to my friends.

Qn - How many true friends do you have?

A simple question with in depth content.
And it's true, some take moments to ponder or count with their fingers. Some just simply said one or none. Did you realised that in fact there are a whole list of friends in your phonebook, but how many do you actually contact / keep in touch? Do they just look for you when they're in need of cash or ...

True friends are the people who are there for you unconditionally. They are the people who never question you and support you no matter what the circumstances are. They are the people worth living for. A true friend is someone you can disagree with and still remain friends. For if not, they weren't true friends in the first place.

If you have one true friend, you have more than your share.

(:

2009-06-17T13:30:00.000-07:00

Yesterday it was a long day out with Love.

Lunch at CP, and coincidentally i met Angela. Hee.

Miss her so much can. You this stupid girl. hahah. Meet up real soon!

Went to get our favourite tea egg. Yay yay.

Then train-ed to DG. Bought our movie tickets over at The Cathay.

My rating for this movie is 2.8/5.

Some scenes were hilarious though.

Catch it if you need a laugh. (:

Today!

It has been such a long time since i slept till late.

I felt ultimately refreshed. Hee.

I dreamt of grandma once again.

Oh well, it's a good thing. (:

I've decided to stay home today to watch the dvds that Bf lent me.

Bf is out whole day for his trainings.

He just called me, and it's so thoughtful of him.

Though he was busy there,

he still made the effort to keep me informed of his whereabouts

& telling me to remember to have my meals

& have loads of water.

It feels great to hear your voice, knowing that you're fine.

Bf, you must drink plenty of water too and look after yourself alright.

I'll be watching over you. Hee.

Okay, i'm going off to watch dvds soon!

Bye.

2009-06-15T22:05:00.000-07:00

RIP

- 11/6/09 -

My Beloved Grandma

My Grandma has blissfully passed away at the age of 78.

She caught her last breath at the hospital.

Received the call from mum and we cabbed down immediately.

Everything was panicky and at that moment i felt lost.

But i'd to be strong, cos i'd to look after my mum. ):

Looking at Grandma, i couldn't hold back my tears any longer. )':

The scene is still vividly in my mind. Memories kept flashing back.

I dreaded this kind of feeling. ):

Stayed at the hospital & did all the procedures

together with my family and other relatives.

So i was really busy with the arrangements for my grandma's funeral for the

past few days & didn't had sufficient rest throughout but it didn't matter at all.

The very first day, i held up the joss stick with shivering hands. Whenever i hear the masters' chantings and the clashings of instruments, i felt terrible. The rituals were fearsome to me, cos since young i'd a phobia of funerals.

But now i'd to undergo everything, i couldn't escape.

Right now, i'm so immune to it.

Second day, footsteps was heard.

I smelt a whiff, it was grandma.

Everyone knew it.

I hated yesterday, everyone cried badly.

Grandma was burned into ashes in just a few minutes. ):

Today, went to collect Grandma's ashes at Mandai.

We'd to put her bones into the urn. And everyone put it in one by one.

I felt bold. (:

Then over to Mount Vernon to place the urn together with Grandpa. Grandpa had waited for Grandma for so many years and finally they can be blissfully together.

Our minds were rather at ease. (:

To my friends, i'll be fine. I'll be strong cos my Grandma wants to see me happy. :D

Thanks to all that shown endless concern to my family.

My dearest relatives, friends, mum's colleagues cum my lecturer and directors

came by to pay their respect.

Thanks for the support everyone, it's greatly appreciated. (:

Grandma,

you'll be in my memories forever.

i love you.

Rest in peace.

And not forgetting my dearest love, he accompanied me throughout the night.

He even helped out to fold the incense paper together with us. How thoughtful of him. The greatest thing that he gave me was his warmest hugs & countless comforting words. It really made a great difference. I felt so much better with you around me. And i wanna apologise to you for my bad temper and you've to tolerate all my tantrums. Thanks my love. <3

Alright, i'm gonna hit the sack early today, cos i'm meeting Bf tomorrow morning. Hee :D

2009-06-07T15:00:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i was out for the whole day. Early in the morning i've to be present at NACLI for sseayp's 2nd interview. We'd group cheers, impromptu presentations, quizzes and teambuilding games. It was totally awesome. I love my group's cheer, it was super cute with our signature sound. Hee. But the quiz was bad for me. Cos i checked my mail the night before and realised about the e-mail they sent. Needed to print indemnity form and prepare for the quiz. My mind went blank. Lol. But i still went ahead. (: Thanks to Shere (cherry pudding) for helping me in the questions for the quiz. Hee.

I made many new friends all from different organisations. They're really nice people. (: I know this is gonna be a tough fight for me. Reason being is cos most of them are from well-known organisations and some from the universities. And i'm the youngest, thus they might not shortlist me cos there's still many many years down the road for me to participate, unlike those that are hitting 30. So probably priorities are given to them. Well, we'll see how things goes and i shall leave fate to decide. Cos whatever the decision is, i'm gonna accept it. (:

Teambuilding game was a blast. It was a 200 secs game. And had a total of 15 NGs! Gosh. Then i'd to climb over the high log for 15 times! Lol. So now my arms feels sore ._. Had slight abrasions on my arms and my thumb. Hee. Clumsy me. :x

Everything went smoothly for the whole day. And the saddening part is when we parted. I only managed to exchange contacts with few girls. But i hope we'll meet again, if there's a chance. (: Take care my friends!

I wish i wish i wish...

that in this world there's 48 hours a day. So i'll get to spend quality time with my family, my friends and my Boyfriend! But i know it's an impossible wish. hahah. Well, it's just my wishful thinking. Hee.

And i didn't get to meet Love for three days. And i suppose it's four days tomorrow. Cos school's ending late. So most probably i'll only get to see you on tuesday. Sigh. I'm missing your presence. Baby, i'll not forget that you're always in my heart. Because i've your greatest support, i'll overcome any obstacles or difficulties that comes in my way, i won't be afraid cos i know you're always by my side. :D

P.s I hope it doesn't rain at my side, cos that will make me miss you even more. :x

Your girl is missing you alot alot.

xoxo.

2009-06-03T18:16:00.000-07:00

Second paper down. Yay! :D
One more day, just one more day.
How great if holidays were to start tomorrow.

It's another impact. You're such a burden. After numerous bad experiences, you're still not awake. When will you ever learn? I can't believe that you actually repeated it. I felt so ashamed sometimes when you made such a grave mistake. Settle it on your own. Just be alone.

I need a break.
I wanna get out of town. (:

From strangers to friends,
from friends to lovers.
Everything happened in a glance,
but there were no regrets.
<3

2009-06-02T19:10:00.000-07:00

I realised that i've been dragging my feets to school this few days.

Been complaining non-stop seriously.

I'm smelling holidays!

Soon soon please. (:

Today's HIS test was fine, only got rather panicky at the last part

whereby there was so many last minute stuffs needed to add.

Gosh.

Tmr's PIC test and i'm lazy to study.

How?

Yawns.

I'm sleepy.

Taking a nap for an hour.

Boy, 我想念你的存在.

2009-06-01T20:25:00.000-07:00

Hi people, i'm back!
Hope there aren't any webs lying around yet. (:

Updates on what i've been busying with for the past few days.

Monday (Late in meeting Bf!)

Met my dearest in the morning for breakfast. Then he sent me to school. He brightened up my day. So it was no longer monday blues for me today! Hee. (: Lessons was redundant as usual. Teacher was unusually good to dismiss us one hour earlier. So home sweet home after school. (:

Got news from my folks that my grandma is getting weaker as days goes by. She's lying in the hospital and i can't visit her so soon. I've got school to attend, tests to take. It really pains me, but i can't show it out. Cos i don't wanna affect mum's emotions too. Time is really running out. :'(

Sunday (Late in waking up!)

My folks went Malaysia. Boyf came to my place in the morning. Then had our lunch at CP. And for the past few days i'd been craving for tea egg. So i kept pestering my dearest for it. hahah. And finally we got it from CP. One of the best i ever tasted.

Saturday (Late in meeting Bf!)

Met Boyf at the airport after his training. And i realised that i'll get so fascinated whenever a plane takes off. And i'll just interrupt my Boyf when he's studying. Hee.

Friday (Late for lecture!)
ETP Elective @ TP.
Sharon skipped school today! hahah. No lah, it's attending lesson at TP. Supposedly, teacher told us the lecture was from 9am to 3pm. But after that we attended this ETP Seminar which lasted till 5 plus ._. The seminar was rather dry at the beginning, but after that it was fine. (: And i met up with Angela for a mere 10 minutes or so. Hee. So delighted to see her after quite some time. (:

Ended, then made my way over to Bedok Resevoir to see Boyf's training. Actually this is my first time watching him train, i'm bad right. :x Haiyo. Lol. I just sat alone and watched. Not emo okay! hahah. Waited for him to get his bath, then off we went for dinner. A great day spent with him. :D

That's all, rather lazy to recall already. Hahah.
And if you realised, i'm forever the late queen. Gosh.
When will i ever change? :x

Following 3 days - Tests. ):
So i'm gonna touch on my notes very soon.

P.s I miss my boyfriend! (:

Bye.

2009-05-25T23:38:00.000-07:00

Happy 3rd Monthsary! (:

It's the 25th once again! Baby, we've been through ups and downs, happiness and gloominess, smiles and tears. But we still kept this relationship going. It seems like you're just my reflection. I knew you're the one for me, and till now i'm still loving you deeply since the day we were together. I almost got slipped off from your hands, but you caught hold of me tightly. Thanks my love.

There's still a long list of to-do-list-together we've planned.

And we'll make it happen. Baby, believe in me, and also believe in yourself.

Being deeply in love with someone gives me the strength, while loving someone gives me the courage. I've both and its all because you are simply you.

I'll lend you my shoulder for you to cry on, my ears to listen to, my hand for you to hold, my feet to walk with you. There is something special between me and you, the flutter in my heart and the glow in your eyes tells me our love is no lies.

Words can't express much how i love you.

My gestures will prove everything.

Boy, I will love you until my heart stops beating.

Your girl is missing you.

xoxo

2009-05-22T23:10:00.000-07:00

Looking through the pictures that we took together, reminiscing the happy moments we've spent. Missing your laughters, missing how we joked about anything, anywhere, anytime. You're a strong girl, you'll be fine. I'll be here for you. SJB. (:

Recently there's an unfortunate turn of events for many. I hoped that things will turn better for everyone. Shucks, my lift alarm just triggered, and causing that sharp buzzing sound. I wonder who's dirty fingers got so itchy to press on it. Irritating. What a bad timing, cos i'm having a bad headache right now. ):

Absence makes the heart grow fonder.

It's Friday. Didn't managed to meet my Love today. Tomorrow too. The day after tomorrow too. Felt rather downhearted BUT we're strong. (: I'll be awaiting for Monday to arrive. You know, i know. :D

Baby,
I am thankful that you are my love.
I choose you just for me,
And be together,
forever as the days will pass.

Because nothing can change our love for each other till the last days of our lives.

2009-05-20T23:26:00.000-07:00

One word - Fatigued.

Today was pretty tough for me to get by. I just didn't had the energy to do anything. My eyes were glazed, and had a lost of appetite. Mas experienced the same thing too. I was drained, totally drained out. Most of my friends could tell that something was wrong with me. I just didn't wanna talk, just put on a smile and said i'm fine. Today's Meet-the-parent session event ran smoothly, thank god. I was praying hard that i can withstand till the end and yes, i'm glad i managed to. (:

My love was so sweet to send me many msgs showing that he cares for me and he loves me. He called me right after i texted him that my event has ended. It felt superbly great to hear his voice. It gave me a feeling of warmth, and that actually at that moment of time, someone truly cares for you.

You're just like the stars, watching over me through the night.
Only with you, my heart fell so deeply.
I'm loving you.

2009-05-20T21:36:00.000-07:00

Things went awry today.

It was tiring throughout.

J, please be fine.

Come back to us safe and sound.

We'll be with you, you must be strong.

SJB.

2009-05-20T20:55:00.000-07:00

Yesterday's the past, tomorrow's the future, but today is a gift. That's why it's called the present. - Bil Keane

I love this quote cos it's so true. I'm thankful that i live everyday. (:

In yesterday's troubled times when everything seems uncertain, it’s easy to lose sight of what’s going right and falling into the doom and gloom trap. That moment i was self-centered, too naive, too rash. I got caught up in the fear, and it narrows my vision and then zaps my energy. I made a grave mistake. A mistake that can cost a huge difference to me.

I've met a person, and had an established mutually pleasant connection with him. This chemistry we shared is indescribable and only both of us understands. It’s a miracle. Our eyes meet. Our personalities click, and our secret, inner souls connect.

I love you because in moments of friction between us, you'll hear me out. Even when you don't agree with me, you listen with a longing to understand me. I love you because you showered me with endless care and love. I know my love for you will be tested, now my love for you is in your heart. And that’s where I want it to be.

The person that i wanna be with is you, Lexson.
Baby, 我爱你.

2009-05-18T23:15:00.000-07:00

Baby.

You're missed by me for the whole of today. Your images kept flashing in my mind throughout the day. And i've been ranting to my friends that i miss my boyfriend. Lol.

I'll be seeing you tomorrow.

Yayness!

Sharon is happy! :D

ilu.

xoxo.

2009-05-18T23:04:00.000-07:00

Beware!
Image Heavy! (:

Attended this seminar @ SMU today.

And as usual our camwhoring session not to be missed.

Can't be bothered! hahah.

Deep in thoughts.

Tired of lectures.

Went out of theatre to kill our boredom.

This is Hazlan! (:

Ezann & the couple! :D

Unglam shots of Han Thi. Oops! (so bad :x)

It's getting late! Time to sleep.

Okay Bye! :D

2009-05-17T20:05:00.000-07:00

It's Sunday once again!

I'd an interview today and Baby was so sweet to accompany me there. :D Baby came to my place and we'd breakfast together then train-ed over to TPY. I'm so glad that my Love was there to give me the fullest support, comforting and encouraging me throughout while i was waiting for my turn. The sweetest part was when he sacrificed his arm for me to doodle on so that i'll be able to get rid of my interview jitters. Baby, thanks for everything. Your presence made a great difference today, if it's wasn't for you, i might not have the confidence. You're one doting boyfriend indeed. <3

The four interviewers were truly intimidating. But i plucked up my courage. (: Interview went well, but i'll leave it up to fate to decide. If it's yours, it will be yours. It's probably a test for us. It might be too early to say so, but i'm confident of this test.

I finally had my passport photo taken. Due to my laziness, i've been delaying it for quite some time already. hahah. Gonna do my new passport real soon. Boyfriend stole one of my photo without me noticing! LOL.

Went AMK Hub after getting things done. Decided to catch a movie, so we did ._.

Baby, i kept two of your stars! Yay yay :P And it's so lucky that Baby saw the pair of shoes that he loved! Of course we reserved it first. Hee. Fated. Walked around, then home-sweet-home. (:

To my one and only Boyfriend,

i just wanna say thanks for everything. You really meant alot to me and you're not gonna slip away. You came along and made me strong.

In my life, i believe there's one person out there for me, & that person is you.

xoxoxo.

2009-05-12T19:25:00.000-07:00

HIS presentation is done!
PIC test is finally over!
Yayness. (((:
I'm kinda relieved at the moment.
There's more to come.
But i'll persevere on.
Now i only need to focus on the PIC project & ECM project.
It's group work, so we'll work hard together! :D

Tomorrow i'll be at ite dover, needed to be present at 9am. So early ._.

I'm gonna meet my Love like tomorrow! I'm a happy girl! :D

2009-05-12T19:06:00.000-07:00

Chalet on the weekends was greatly enjoyed with my loved ones (Parents, Bro & Boyfriend). The rest not included in the list. Hee. Not so soon to be on my list. Bad bad. :x My parents invited Boyfriend to the chalet. And i felt really guilty though Baby said i shouldn't be. His stomach wasn't feeling well but still came down. Initially he told me that he'll be resting at home, but my dad persuaded him to come. So he did. Lol. So he joined us at the bbq. Thanks Baby for everything. (:

Slept through the night then and played bowling together the following day with bro's friends and family. And Dearest played too. hahah. And i felt happy that he's enjoying the game. Cos he'd a bad experience once. Hee. And whenever he got a strike or knocked down many pins, he'll be sooo happy lah. Smiling and clapping away. So cute can. Lol!

Dinner together then Baby headed home aftermath. I'm glad that my family, including my bro is accepting Baby.

Baby hasn't fully recovered yet, on medication right now. I'm looking forward to ure recovery okay. You know i'll be here for you. Take loads and loads of care my love. <3

2009-05-11T22:58:00.000-07:00

There's PIC test tomorrow.
and
I'm always studying at the last minute.
Darn ._.

I'm tired today.
Bad weather seriously. ):

...

But, i must study.
I'll listen to you.
My love.

Baby, get well soon. I'll look after you till you recover.
xoxo

2009-05-02T19:30:00.000-07:00

An advance Mother's Day celebration for the paternal side yesterday! Met all my relatives at Tampines Safra. Lunch at Sakura International Buffet. Thankfully my uncle made bookings beforehand, cos when we reached, the queue was long indeed. Phew! hahah.

Buffet was great, but the crowd was seriously sucky. I hate crowds! Too many sights of typical singaporeans, can't stand it. Lol. Okay, not forgetting that i'm one too. Hee. I was really really full after that. All of us went shopping at town tgt. I realised that it has been such a long time since we'd such an outing tgt. Fun & enjoyable day! ((:

Brother brought his girlfriend along & so did i. Boyfriend joined us after a while. And he was shy lah. hee. Shan't elaborate further, later boyfriend even more shy! :P And bro's girlfriend was also from ite BB, so coincidentally they know each other. But not very familiar though. The world is so small. hahah. My relatives had short chats with Baby, and they're very comfortable with each other. Cos my relatives are all friendly. Happy-go-crazy kinda people, just like me lah. Hee hee. And my parents joked with him. (:

Baby, you must be honoured to even meet my grandma okay! And my grandma even joked with him ._. Only he doesn't understand Cantonese, but i translated for him. hahah. Then just spent a short while with them, then we separated cos they're heading to dinner. But both of us were still full at that moment. So we walked around town. :D

Baby, you're the very first guy i brought to see my family and also my relatives. And it's also your first time too. I'm really glad you felt great & comfortable with it. Yesterday was a fulfilling day indeed, spending quality time with my loved ones.

We'd the same thoughts, only you and me would understand. <3

2009-04-30T20:46:00.000-07:00

Sharon is busy once again. ):

3 projects (PIC, HIS & ECM)
Elective project
Class practice every Fri after school
Class test
NYAA activities
SC meetings
Overseas

So far that's all i've remembered. Haiyo. I'm beginning to feel tired. Well, i guess this is life for me. Always meeting deadlines, always tasting stress. Hope i'll be able to prioritize my time well. (: Time for my family, my boyfriend & also for my friends. :D

Oh yeah, i've the urge to work, can i?

Boyfriend, please take loads of care okay. Don't make me worry alright.

I miss you.

My Pooh. <3

2009-04-26T21:08:00.000-07:00

Just look at how boring lessons can be.

Even Mr Elvin joined us in camwhoring. LOL.

2009-04-25T22:45:00.000-07:00

Happy 2nd Monthsary Baby!

My love for you has never faded off since the day we were together.

You're the perfect one in my eyes.

You're all i need.

I love you.

My soulmate.

2009-04-24T23:45:00.000-07:00

Sharon needs some ice cream therapy.

2009-04-23T22:00:00.000-07:00

Lalala.

Sharon is late for school again. Boyfriend gave me morning calls already but still late. Oops. But well, doesn't even matter much. Cos no lessons throughout okay. Oh, and we girls played some kinda detective games on computer. Quite addictive actually. hahah. I felt that school's getting meaningless for me but just for the sake of my attendance i'll bear with it.

Now my holidays are affected, all my Fridays are gone. Cos our class is needed to attend some choir practice. Quite a number of events coming up. And my organiser is once again filled. Lol.

Tomorrow's gonna be a boring day again. Sigh i've been dragging my feets to school. ): But gonna see Baby in school makes my day a better one. (:

I miss my Boyfriend. <3

2009-04-22T22:30:00.000-07:00

Baby, all no more vacancies! Argh.

Sad sad sad!

The sky is red, the wind is blowing strongly.

Weird. Expect a heavy rain.

Sweet dreams to all. (:

P.s I miss Baby loads.

2009-04-22T22:10:00.000-07:00

Outing to Suntec Exhibition, STB & Regent Hotel.

No transport provided, how sad.

But travelling on a public bus tgt is rather cool. (:

Everything went fine today & i'd pretty much fun with the girls.

You can tell from the photos. Hee.

Enjoy!

Girls, grab it here. :D

Focus at the background. Taufiq posing. hahah

Pictures at STB.

Our craziness started. :P

Snapped my photo!

Okay! That's all for today!

Gonna grab other photos. Hee. :P

2009-04-20T23:15:00.000-07:00

Baby is officially eighteen! :D

Boy, your wish is granted. I spent the whole day celebrating with my dearest love. I got everything planned out nicely. Firstly i didn't inform him that i'm meeting Angela earlier to go JP to do the bday cake for him. Thanks Angela for accompanying me there to DIY the cake. We did it at The Icing Room. It was a great experience though all eyes were on us. Quite embarrassed at the beginning but got used to it after some time. It was tough doing the decorations. But i tried my best. :D But quite fun lah overall.

Then when Baby called me, i told him that i'm at JP. Baby was in complete confusion as to why was i there. Lol. And i told several white lies! hahah. Sorry Baby. :P Met up with love in the afternoon at JE station then mrt-ed to Marina Bay. I decided to bring him to Marina Barrage. And i carried a heavy bag filled with surprises for him. Reached and he kept complaining that he's feeling really hungry. But in my bag i've prepared food for him already but he didn't know. Hee.

Headed to the top level, at that moment Baby still asked if we can go and grab something to eat first. Super funny. Then i sat down and said that i'm going to buy food. Pretended to walk away but turned back after few steps. Opened the bag and took out the lunchbox. I've prepared sushi for him. And it's my very first time doing this. I'm actually pretty much amazed that i'm able to do it. (Refer to the picture below.) Though i've to shop for so many ingredients and needed to lug those bags to Jess' place at Bedok to do it, it was all worth, cos it's for my love. Thanks Jess!

I even did jellies the night before. Forgot to get the colouring and flavouring. So went down to get it late in the night. So forgetful of me! hahah. 2 tubs of jellies for him to bring home to enjoy it. Baby was really touched that i made those sushi and jellies for him. He said it tasted good and he finished it very fast. :D Bought his favourite baby octopus too. (: Well, baby i trust you that it's good okay. hahah. After several attempts then i was satisfied de okay. Lol!

I gave him the present, it was a special 'photo frame' (Refer to the picture below again.) His reaction was like : Wow! Oh my gawd, i love it so much! Oh my gawd oh my gawd. Thank you Baby. I really love it. hahah. He thanked me sooooooooooooo many times in one day. Then i showed him the cake first cos he can't wait to see it. hahah. See lah, my Baby's so impatient. Can't wait to see all the surprises i've for him. Hee. But we didn't eat the cake first cos we're still full. He was over the moon, smiles all over his face. And of course i felt really happy too. (: Triple happiness!

The weather was warm and decided to head to our next destination. Vivo city next, bought tickets for movies! So for the time being Food Republic for some light snacks. Baby received the bday cards. Out to the roof top to have the cake & took some photos. Baby brought the other pieces home. hahah. Caught the movie - Knowing. The show was average, but the company was great. (:

Dinner at Marche was loved. It's Baby's first time there so i introduced to him what's nice. We love their mushroom soup cos we're both mushroom lovers! Yeah yeah. Baby, you know what. You're so evil! Cos you kept wanting to burst my egg yolk! Piak you then you know. Hee. It was a filling dinner seriously. Felt lazy to move as our stomachs are too heavy! LOL. Then during payment, some funny stuffs happened. And i'm not gonna elaborate. Only Baby and me know. Hee. Secret! :x

It was pretty late already but we still wanted to camwhore more with each other. There were lesser people seen & seemed like the world belongs to us. Pictures below! :D Rushed for the last train. Home sweet home!

Thanks Baby for granting my request. I'm contented. I was the very first one to wish you happy birthday on the dot. Yeah! And also the only one that count down the end of your bday. (: I'm glad you enjoyed the whole day. The gifts that i've done for you, you appreciated it so much. Felt really delighted. Baby, you're the only guy that i've done so much for. And i'm willing to do all this only for you. What's important is you love it and you're happy. My world only surrounds around you, and nothing else matters as long as i've got you by my side. Boy, my heart is all yours. I love you truly. xoxoxo.

Baby, i'm yours & you're mine!

Love you dearly! <3

2009-04-18T21:20:00.000-07:00

Boyfriend's birthday in just 2 more days!

& i'm gonna celebrate it tomorrow with him.

I'm getting so excited.

Don't ask me what am i gonna do for him.

Cos i wouldn't tell you yet :x

& answers will be on the next post.

Yeah yeah. (:

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Boy, your wish will come true.

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